i realized i haven't been drawing too much lately since last year (December)
and probably because of that, my art style changed so much. i can't draw how i originally draw my OC's anymore. even my old old old OCs.
i have this OC named Kazuya and i can't draw him anymore. it keeps on changing. and another OC named Gin AND THE WAY I DREW HIM WAS SOOO WRONG!! it makes me want to tear my paper down.
and recently, i'm also having a hard time drawing my girls omg whatdaf*ck is wrong with me! TT^TT
gawd i wanna cry... i even bought a sketchpad after for soooo many months not having one.
i want my old art style back. in where i can either draw fighting scenes, magical scenes (where magic goes there and boom!) or drawing my OC's cool expression! TT^TT i notice how my OC's look became... cute and.. kinda... cute. TT^TT and i don't like that.
especially Gin omg. he became so... HE LOOK SO CHILDISH OMG! i want him to look a little cute but not childish! kinda mature too but cool! sigh.. same goes with Kyoko too. everything's so wrong.
sigh... maybe i'll post a sample next time using my camera cuz our scanner's broken. for a very long while now. =="
maybe i should ask my dad to give me a printer all in one as a graduation gift instead of a PS3. cuz uh.. yeah. i really need it. and also a pen tablet... (though i do have one and it works perfectly fine)